Today sucked. It was one thing after another that went wrong. We ran out of a bunch of things at work, we didn't have enough change in the safe, it took us forever to get out tonight (and we still clocked out by 22h30), and then Christian wasn't home to cuddle with me and he isn't coming home tonight because he's spending the night at his parents' house for some reason.
To be fair... It wasn't the end of the world. I need to learn to take things in stride. I need to let go and let things wash over me like water off of oil. Be a calm lake and all that. I need to not stress and not worry. Just do my best. Finish the things that can be finished and forget the rest.
I want to be a good person. A kind person. A sweet and thoughtful and awesome and feisty and refreshingly quirky and interesting and cordial and compassionate and understanding and tolerant and accepting and creative and fabulous and frabjous and exuberant and a loving person. I want to be all these things. I do not want to be stressed, worried, depressed, bitter, resentful, hateful, judgmental intolerant, boring, unhappy, dull, normal, mundane, unkind, bad, or anything else.
I want to make other people happy, bring smiles to their faces and sunlight into their lives. I want everyone to feel loved.
My goal is to be happy and make others feel loved and wanted and happy.
